I really need to do something with my life.
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"The gospel of justifying faith means that while Christians are, in themselves still sinful and sinning, in God’s sight, they are accepted and righteous. So we can say that we are more wicked than we ever dared believe, but more loved and accepted in Christ than we ever dared hope — at the very same time. This creates a radical new dynamic for personal growth. It means that the more you see your own flaws and sins, the more precious, electrifying, and amazing God’s grace appears to you. But on the other hand, the more aware you are of God’s grace and acceptance in Christ, the more able you are to drop your denials and self-defenses and admit the true dimensions and character of your sin."
-being bitter over small things that shouldn’t matter
-caring too much about what others think of me and wanting to be accepted
-my pride and stubbornness really preventing me from being genuine in my thoughts and actions
-relying my prayer life to times when I’m in a situation where I need to pray/where everyone’s praying
-worrying about my future and how I’m gonna be able to make it all work out…. Relying on my own capabilities ugh
-finding joy in serving in ICF
-ignoring my sorrows to the point where I can’t take it anymore and just fall apart. Not giving everything up to God because of my refusal to be vulnerable to the One who will listen and truly understand.
-trying so hard to be loving and patient with my family
-straightening out my priorities (I know what I need to do yet I don’t do it)
Please pray for me.
7/29/13 2:23 AM late night thoughts
-Can I move to Korea right now and start a new life? That would be fun and exciting..
-I’m so hungry…I really want that chopped cobb salad from Artie’s but I ain’t about dat because I ain’t about droppin’ $16-17 for a salad
-Why do I still have to deal with this elementary crap…..
-Why do I still think about you -_-
-Wonder how I’d be living if I wasn’t saved…
-I’m touchy with my friends and like to cuddle with them but if my boyfriend (nonexistent) touched me as much as I did to my girlfriends I think I would get so irritated…(Jenn the hypocrite)
-Now I wanna get married at 26, 27 or 28 and not 24 or 25
-I think I’m attracted to men who are more timid and reserved
-I am really thankful for the people at KPCW…many surface level relationships but I still like them
-Jesus please just come now and take me. This world…just..JUST NO
-What if I end up hating teaching like James did and quit…
-Dang I haven’t talked to a lot of people..haven’t even bothered to keep in touch
-I am laying comfortably in bed here wrestling with my heavy heart while there’s a starving person somewhere with no shelter or food……. Sigh
-Why do all rated R movies have to make all the sex scenes so graphic like a porno..so annoying..ruining the beauty of sex..
-LOLOLOL just thought of the scene in that Korean architecture movie with Suzy in it and that ridiculous guy explains how to kiss/make out HAHAHAHAHA
-Dang what if Adam and Eve never shipped it….. What would life be like…
-Sad my brother hasn’t spoken to me for over a week now…so 억울해.
-Replaying my parents’ fight last night and just..just scoffing in disbelief. Stupid.
-Everyone watched World War Z and now I have no one to watch it with and I’m pretty sure it will be out of theaters soon
-Why is this world so consumed by sex and alcohol and drugs…?
There’s times when I just want to drop f bombs and yell all the curse words I know because I’m so frustrated and bitter and angry…like right now
Ease my soul
Tame my tongue
Pray to God
Give me peace